I have not been writing as much in my blog in the last three months or so. This is because - *gasp* - I'm happy!

I have re-engaged at work. Work has been a major issue for me in the past year and I've finally made a decision to stick with it for the next 13 months and during that time period to work on an exit strategy.

I have begun working out again and while I sometimes struggle with motivation (like today), I am really enjoying it. I am looking forward to my first sprint triathlon in August.

And best of all, I have a really amazing person in my life. And as scary as it is to start falling for someone - I am really enjoying it. When I am with Bob I don't think or worry about anything - I can let it all go and just enjoy our time together. That is something that I value more than you know - my mind is always whirring with thoughts - to be with someone who can help it be quiet is amazing. I was sitting on his couch last night, we were talking and I just looked at him and, I don't know, I was just so grateful and happy to be with him - right there at that moment.

So, for those of you who think after reading this blog that I am sad - I am not. I feel really great.

Take care, dear readers.