MINE

This blog has been a great place for me to work through my feelings, my hardships. I have looked back over the posts at times to find strength, to assure myself that I will be OK.

I have been asked at times to change items in my blog. I have been asked to remove references. I have never done it. And will never do it.

S asked me yesterday, in no uncertain terms, to remove the Finale post and to never post about him again. I won't do it. No matter how much he threatens, I won't do it.

This is my place to discuss my life, my views, my deepest thoughts and feelings. If you, dear reader, do not like what you read here - just stop reading. No one is forcing you to come here. I will not censor myself or make certain topics off limit because it does not please a reader (even my mother).

On to other items.

I may be losing my mind. A is temporarily homeless (don't ask). He has some stuff at my house and will be house sitting for me next week while I'm at the beach.

I think I might be losing my mind because I like that his stuff is here. I like that he stayed here last night (while I was out of town). I like seeing his clothes hanging in my closet. I like that he wanted to come to my house and stay with me the first night he came back when he was so exhausted he was slurring his words. I like how he holds me at night while we sleep. I like that he asked me what I needed at the grocery store.

Ugh.

Take care, dear readers I'll be trying not to lose my mind.