I have had a very strange year. Ups, downs; highs, lows. All to get here.
I was out running the other day and had the very literal sensation that my heart was opening up. That maybe I am ready to let someone in again. I have a lot to give the right person and while I was dating this summer in the name of finding that someone - it was never going to happen. My heart was closed. Shut. Locked. Down for renovations.
And now it seems the renovations may have been completed because the doors are opening up.
I had two very good dates this weekend. I hope (and think I will) see both men again. I let go and just enjoyed myself with them. No pushing for something more; no self-loathing or self-doubt. Just had fun.
And it felt good.
Take care, dear readers - my heart has reopened.
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