After writing my thoughts about my karmic hell yesterday (and after Dr. O suggested it), I sat down and wrote my exhusband a letter telling him how sorry I am that I did not leave the marriage in a more mature way. I told him he deserved better and that it was my one real regret in life.
Notice that I am not sorry for the divorce - I just wish I had handled it better.
I did not receive forgiveness, I wasn't expecting it. However, he did tell me to stop worrying about it - and that is close enough.
And so with that, I put closure on my marriage.
Until something else comes up...
Take care dear readers, I am trying to decide between getting a puppy and a full grown dog ...
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