Thursday, October 2, 2008

Fear and Overanalysis in Atlanta

I have something interesting in my life. Or rather, I'll say someone.

I didn't expect it. I wasn't really looking for it. But it happened. I am interested in this person.

And I'm scared. Scared because I swear to God I cannot go through pain the way I felt it this summer. I simply CAN NOT take it.

So I analyze and analyze and overanalyze. I have, up until today, been too afraid to just let go and feel. But today I decided that I can't live in a bubble forever. And I deserve that giddy feeling you get in your stomach/chest when reading a particularly sweet note from someone you like. I deserve to feel like a 7th grade girl when thinking about a crush.

So, I'm taking the leap. I'm going to put my heart out there and LIVE.

Take care, dear readers - I'm gonna jump!

1 comment:

nolens volens said...

Who is the lucky guy?