Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Rambling

I paid yesterday and it didn't hurt all that bad. In fact, it left me wanting more. I was so terrified of that run after a week off (b/c I'm a slug) but it worked out well.

My quads are a little sore today but that is to be expected.

This roommate thing is working out really well, too. A and I sit on the couch watch tv, and work on our laptops, making snarky comments at the tv and alternately refereeing cat fights.

While I sit on the couch hanging with A, I'm often IM'ing with the new guy.

Having these two male relationships in my life makes me feel oddly settled. I sleep like a baby. I don't grind my teeth. I don't know what to attribute this to - perhaps it is finally the banishment of S from my life. He can no longer hurt me. He can throw his best barbs, his best insults and all I would do is laugh. What a sad, pitiful, little man he is - I feel sorry for him - and you know, dear readers, that I don't enjoy pity.

Perhaps it is attributable to the connection I am feeling with this new guy. I keep analyzing it, trying to poke holes in it, but I am always left thinking the same thing - I like this guy. He may not be the kind of guy I have normally dated - but look how that has always worked out for me. lol. I don't understand chemistry or the elusive "connection" but I feel fairly certain that I feel one here.

I know I'm rambling, I just wanted to check in and let you all know that things are good. Really, really good.

Finally.

Take care, dear readers.

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